Sunday, December 11, 2011

Day 1: 11th of December '11

It's 6 AM. 6 AM. I keep repeating the time in my head. It's time to wake up, says the world. All i hear is 'it's time to sleep. Go to sleep. Just sleep. Go the fuck to sleep'. Yet i won't sleep. Not for the next 40 hours or so. Why is a question you might ask, if you've bothered to read beyond the first sentence. Well, the answer's pretty obvious. It's finals day. The end of time. Judgement. Shit getting real or, well, whatever you want to call it.
So, now i'm left with about a day to study for Math and ECE. I'm good with math. Hell, i even like doing it. These feelings stop at ECE. The bane of my life. But soon, it shall be the winter of my discontent. I'll be happy, probably not because i did well, but because i'm free. Free to sleep. Free to just sit around and stare at pretty girls passing by. Free to have a carefree smoke with my buddies. It would feel nice to be carefree without feeling guilty every once in a while.
I should be studying, but i don't know. The future's a mystery. Yep. That's my excuse for now. I'm thinking, 'breakfast', 'power nap', 'wake up at night' will be the next few excuses for goofing off for the day. I can't believe i'm even thinking this when i've barely prepared for my exams. Writing a blog was a real productive use of my time. I mean, it's not as if though i was supposed to be studying now, right?!
You know what, i'm going to stop now. Fuck it, might as well study a couple of things, before i ruin my existence by giving a bad final.

Not entirely sincerely,

Peppers